all this crap about spring cleaning has got me thinking about REALLY cleaning...like...my house.
also it's REALLY quiet at work and i am bored.
also i'm really worried i'm going to do something embarrassing like fart in my sleep or something tonight during the sleep study. *shudders*
also i dreampt i had a baby last night and it wasn't a tragedy. i was actually happy even though it was unplanned (just in the dream. i was appalled when i woke up). i think it has to do with all the people around me breeding. i don't understand how i could possibly be happy. stupid hormones in my subconscious. i like OTHER people's babies. doesn't mean i want one.
also in my dream i was a superhero.
that part was cool.
also it's REALLY quiet at work and i am bored.
also i'm really worried i'm going to do something embarrassing like fart in my sleep or something tonight during the sleep study. *shudders*
also i dreampt i had a baby last night and it wasn't a tragedy. i was actually happy even though it was unplanned (just in the dream. i was appalled when i woke up). i think it has to do with all the people around me breeding. i don't understand how i could possibly be happy. stupid hormones in my subconscious. i like OTHER people's babies. doesn't mean i want one.
also in my dream i was a superhero.
that part was cool.
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Date: 2008-04-16 06:18 am (UTC)I can identify with that! Although, of course, my maternal hormones do kick into overdrive from time to time, and I have to spend ages hugging a puppy or something to get it out of my system.
I think I may very well want to raise children some day. But not my own. Apart from not liking the idea of pregnancy, I have serious moral concerns about bringing another human being into this world. Unless some major social changes occur, I can't quite justify doing that, and it's not like I have super-healthy-happy-smart-person genes that are vitally important to share with the next generation.