hrmmm

[2eclipse]

all this crap about spring cleaning has got me thinking about REALLY cleaning...like...my house.
also it's REALLY quiet at work and i am bored.

also i'm really worried i'm going to do something embarrassing like fart in my sleep or something tonight during the sleep study. *shudders*

also i dreampt i had a baby last night and it wasn't a tragedy. i was actually happy even though it was unplanned (just in the dream. i was appalled when i woke up). i think it has to do with all the people around me breeding. i don't understand how i could possibly be happy. stupid hormones in my subconscious. i like OTHER people's babies. doesn't mean i want one.
also in my dream i was a superhero.
that part was cool.

Comments

[librissimma.livejournal.com]

I love dreams, also in my dream i was a superhero. It's funny how these things are just little extras in dreams when in life they would be such a huge deal. If you were a superhero having a baby would seem simple compared to the many other things you were doing.

I spent years not wanting kids. I'm a teacher, so I got all the kid time I needed at work, but about 18 months ago I suddenly felt a huge desire for kids and now I'm actively pursuing it.

[2eclipse.livejournal.com]

if i suddenly wanted kids, i would immediately have an obstacle in the form of my husband...who keeps his mind open only because he loves me and wants me to be happy...
so i hope my story doesn't follow yours.
i would like a dog.
and another cat. :)

[librissimma.livejournal.com]

Not that I want your story to follow mine, but the critical change for me was the day my husband looked at me and said, I want a baby.
It was a complete shocker as he was more adamant than I. It was a time when he was in the process of a career change from a job he hated to a job he now likes a lot, so his world view was changing.