gah!

you know what i hate?
we did secret santas this year at work...this is my first xmas in this particular work environment and the first time i have had a secret santa. it was fun. i bought cute things at world market and had my secret santa fooled. and i had a nice gift for her today.....
what they neglected to tell me is that everyone does gifts for everyone else anyway....
i am DAMN lucky i brought in a bunch of homemade soaps that i can distribute so i don't look like a total ass.
grrrrrrr.....
is there some sort of secret code for gift bringing that i missed out on?
there ought to be some special little mood icon for feeling like an asshat.


on the bright side, the gift stuff is mostly done privately, so i won't look like an ass in front of everyone.
and we will have a lovely xmas party and i DID bring in all kinds of goodies more than i signed up to bring.
mmmmmmmm.....