you will be assimilated....

so i finally gave in and paid for my account. if anyone wants to see what i looked like with short hair or as a piper, i put a couple pics up.

the credo paper is progressing. it is now edited and i am actually writing new material! thank you to everyone who has been so supportive n' stuff.
i can't decide if this whole ordeal is an exercise in manufacturing reality according to my whim....am i supposed to be describing christianity as i understand it to actually exist? or essentially creating my own denominational theology.....maybe i should just start the "church of heather" and have done with it, because what is ending up on the paper pretty much has gripes with every church i've ever visited or attended. was your experience like this too brian? i think a lot of people agree with me, but no one with my theology in its entirety.

( in the meantime, i miss ross horribly. )

here's the funny thing.
whenever anyone asks me how i'm doing, i say "excellent" and i mean it. i am stretched, i'm taking lousy care of myself, i can't use the hot tub because my dad won't clean it and i don't have time to do it myself, i'm losing my fucking mind with work.....but i'm happy.

i must be a pod-person