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i am pushing it today.
i got ....4 or 5 hours of sleep last night and i would say i am half way done with my midterm. i have 3/4 of both essays left to finish, but all my definitions are finished and i am satisfied with their basis in the readings. also i have outlines finished for what's left to do of my essays and i know where i need to go to get material for the write-ups.
all the same i am highly caffinated.
and likely to remain so.
because today is going to be a 17 hour day, after which i will have much needed whiskey and hot tub time. my left leg has a cramp in it. it is debateable whether my brain also has a cramp in it.
in addition to class this evening i have an appointment to get my costume for the tremere event this afternoon. i'm hoping they have the same dress i wore last year because a) it's fabulous and b) it would make selection go quickly.

i am not going to be able to take my reading the audiences class for a grade, only pass/fail (i have already turned in the grade form for the other class so i will DEFINITELY have a grade for that one). i find that i still care about the quality of my work...but not as much. that is kind of sad to me. there is a piece of me that is only willing to push so far without a return more than the intellectual gain that comes from working hard. i console myself with the knowledge that there are other factors (like my job and my obligation to be a good wife) getting in the way of how much energy i have to throw into this.
i am looking forward to tomorrow when all of my obligations are relatively simple again. guests, cooking, tidying....all things that i can use to de-stress if i am in the right mind-fram. the guest room is already prepared and the food shopping already done and that helps a LOT. it also helps to have play time to look forward to....to a time when i can allow myself to answer phone calls from my friends again...
i will not have to do this again. i have NO final exams, only papers. good stuff. i have a 5 and a 10 page paper for reading the audiences class along with a couple presentations. my major projects for my faith and healing class
include keeping a wholeness journal...which i actually find soothing, writing a bible study for a particular age group centered around wellness and write a 3-5 page paper about a societal issue like AIDS. easy-peasy.

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Date: 2007-11-06 04:04 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] crowyhead.livejournal.com
I'd like the whiskey and hot tub time. None of the rest of it, though, thanks.

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Date: 2007-11-06 04:21 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] 2eclipse.livejournal.com
well you and that guy are welcome to come visit any time (and our libraries have fire places and coffee shops in them). minnesota is beautiful and the hot tub is ESPECIALLY nice in cold weather...we do have a cat though.

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