progress report

Got to page 15 tonight (roughly 3800 words).
Which means I am roughly 1/3 of the way there.
I am stuck at the part where we have a choice between God controlling our lives or sin controlling our lives and free will being a very real thing, but more about choosing what master we serve rather than every choice being completely our own and influenced by nobody.
every action we take is potentially a habit. we get into a habit of doing what is good for ourselves and others or we get into a habit of doing what hurts ourselves and others.
no actions are uninfluenced. we just choose who influences us.

i'm going to bed now.

so

i just found out something i don't think i wanted to know.
my paper advisor says that the deadline is "flexible".
ie. not due on the 15th, next friday.
the pressure is really good for me. it makes me productive. *jitters*
i thrive on deadlines! *jitters until collapse*
i want to be DONE!!!!!

i'm going to go read some augustine in a coffee shop and pretend i didn't hear her. *twitch*