WAH

i had was supposed to write a precis for next week's bonhoeffer class....and i got my dates mixed up...and i can't find the book and they don't have it in the bookstore. borrowing chet's tonight.
so i will turn it in next week and it will be hunky-dory.
in the meantime my systematics mid-term is in a week.
i can't wait for it to be over and to be in MN again. it gets harder and harder to leave.

my mother is being slightly more chill with respect to wedding plans (but the guilt is still stuck to the ceiling from last time) AND i found a place that has bridesmaid dresses in the color i want. so i will have to grab ceci and get down to alexandria soon.

and i am burnt out. too focused on the future to be focused enough on the present. i want to be done with this. i want it over. if there was any possible way that i could get away with it and still get married in a church i would have eloped with ross months ago.

and the sad thing is...game is keeping me sane about now.


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