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2eclipsereally horrible nightmare last night.
i dreamed that i took a big knife and cut most of the muscle away from my forearms and there was someone encouraging me and egging me on to do it. naturally, i wound up in the hospital...and i was okay - my arms healed pretty quickly, but they were so skinny and weird. my parents were horrified and i kept them inside my black hoodie most of the time.
too weird....
of course, i woke up from the dream finding that i was lying weird on my arms and partially cutting off circulation!
stupid sub-concious!
i dreamed that i took a big knife and cut most of the muscle away from my forearms and there was someone encouraging me and egging me on to do it. naturally, i wound up in the hospital...and i was okay - my arms healed pretty quickly, but they were so skinny and weird. my parents were horrified and i kept them inside my black hoodie most of the time.
too weird....
of course, i woke up from the dream finding that i was lying weird on my arms and partially cutting off circulation!
stupid sub-concious!
in other news, i stressed out before class on tuesday and had to GO to class to chill out. met up with ross and the girls at barley john's breifly.
dana was sick yesterday and she and i wound up taking naps in the afternoon. we both felt better (her stomach was settled and i had more energy) and went to kieran's afterward. it was quite pleasant.
i continue to be somewhat exhausted. i wish i had more energy for everyone.
