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wah.
bored at work today.
thinking about packing for midwinter and potentially getting trained in caucusing tonight. i am a bit concerned about costuming. i wish i could find my good black sweater.
i'm very excited. i feel like i'm going to get to meet a lot of great people who i've been hearing about for ages.
i am leaving tomorrow around 1, so i've had to make up time at work yesterday and today and go in early tomorrow. it will be an occasion for coffee.
i just wish ross was coming with us. i know he misses game, but he doesn't want to play just any old character with no ties into story that's going on anymore, and he has had trouble getting a character approved.

i feel tense. like something oppressive is coming. like i need to move. it might be the snow storm we're supposed to get tonight.
dreamed my grandfather was dying last night...not too far from the truth given that he has been diagnosed with lymphoma this fall. he's not doing too bad, all things considered and is working on getting a second opinion.
i will be going to visit next weekend (not this weekend).