i thought it was interesting that my subconcious chose such VICEOUS representations for the false ideals i've been resting on and my hopes for the future in the job market. in both cases they are represented by people dear to me (you guys, my friends) and therefore are elements that i can't control or ever completely understand. in both cases people/things i feel i SHOULD be able to count on are completely unreliable in a fairly brutal way. my subconcious is ruthless.